i woke up

thirtieth of june ; 2023

oh my hggosd i just had the most terrifying dream of my life like. oh my god i thought it was real i am on the verge of tears. if it was real i dont think i'd be able to go on with life i think i'd kill myself i dreamed about this bug and like. okay so i was sitting in the gym at school after like. okay so i. me & sampl had to get chairs from the librar y for ms vaessen and so we did that and then we had a liturgy so we were heading down there and then we had to walk all the way around to get to our class which wa s sitting on the side of the gym and we sat down and then on the ground i saw this weird little bug and so i tried to step on it but it didnt die and then it climbed onto me and immediately like burrowed into my skin i managed to get it off though and then it went onto sampl but they got it off too and they were like really calm while i was freaking the fuck out and thne the bug crawled onto this girl from another class sitting in front of us and climbed onto her back and i was like whisper screaming to her (since we were in the middle of a liturgy or something) and she just kinda ignored me so it burrowed into her back and then she started like crying out in pain and we were trying to get the attention of teachers or something and when a teacher finally came over they thought we were lying about a bug burrowing into her so they lifted up her shirt and there was a little hole like right beside her spine about the size of a pencil eraser but really deep and so obviously girl gets rushed away to have tests done on her and whatever and then it turns out the bug like. put really deadly cancer cells or something inside of her and she probably wouldnt make it, it was so severe that they had no way of saving her and the bug couldnt be located in her body so they couldnt examine it to warn anyone or anything so anyways fast forward to the next day or something i'm at home in my room sitting at my desk and i was just gonna draw or something but i was like so disgusted and scared that i couldnt so i got up from my desk and turn around and i see a familiar little bug crawling on the stool beside my bed so i like. tried to stay calm and i ran downstairs and grabbed my shoes and put those on but when i tried to step on it of course it didn t work again and it started flying and i was so fucking scared i grabbed my phone and ran and it was like. following me so i ran into my parents' bedroom (terrible mistake because i ran into their washroom which is a long hallway with one exit basically) and i facetimed my mom and started crying to her about it (but for some reason left out the detail that there was. one in my house???) and i stayed in their closet for a few minutes crying to her about it before finally running out of the bathroom and downstairs to the living room and i was crying to her saying like i dont think i can like . live anymore / this fear is going to take over my life etc etc and she was just like "well, you have to get over it & live your life" or whatever and thats where the dream ended lol....

third of july ; 2023

i dreamed about a mouse. there were lots of people in this dream but i can't remember exactly who but one wanted to kill some little mouse who came over to us and fuckinf kicked it really hard so it went running away and i was like "why would you do that what the fuck!!" so i went back over to where the mouse came from and i brought it back or something but then it started like climbing onto me so i got freaked out & started trying to like. lightly kick it away but it kept coming back...oh also it could walk on water. tbh i thought it was a rat but someone in the dream told me it was a mouse so...also the dream wasn't like mainly about a mouse like lots of other stuff happened before that but i. only remember the mouse

fourth of july ; 2023

i had a dream where [🦴] broke into my house while i was sick and on the verge of death.i woke up and looked over and it was just standing at my bookshelf reading a book. and then it looked over at me and was like “get better soon” and i went “..thanks….” and it left

fourteenth of august ; 2023

i dreamed about three cats stacked on top of each other sleeping. when i realized i didn't have the pictures when i woke up i was really sad

fifth of september ; 2023

i had that dream before. i dont know what but i know ive had it before. we kept having to like tie doors with string to keep monsters out? and we kept going further down the floors of this place? and then on one floor there was this old mute woman and her daughters or something and we were asking her "can we borrow some string to tie the doors? otherwise those things are going to get you" and she kept just like smiling and shook her head so we just kinda went down to the next floor & we were staying there for a while and like we would just kinda leave for years at a time to go do shit and then occasionally come back to see each othe. oh btw 'we' was me and my brother and my dad. and i remember texting ace a few times. and at some point i was on a ship with no railings. just a bunch of preppy rich shits who believed the whole monster/virus thing was a myth despite it being. EVERYWHERE. and then eventually this other boat came up beside us and there were people like hanging off it and yelling to us for help and the captain was gonna let them on but i was like "no what the fuck they obviously have been attacked we cant risk bringing any of that shit on here" but they still did anyways and everyone was getting attacked and thrown off the boat (no railings... lol....) and i was hiding but then eventually this hot woman who kind of looked like ryoshu from limbus pulled up on another boat and killed all the monsters and yk i kept hiding cause ididnt know if she'd just kill me or what but she found me and after threatening me for a while she let me come with them :(( on their boat with railings!!! :(( and after travellign for some years i wanted to go home so hot lady was like "good luck out there. if you ever need help, be sure to find me." (youre always travelling at sea girlie how do i find you :(( ) and then i went home and since the level we were now staying on was the first one underground i went through the door on the floor with the old woman on it cause idk why not i didnt wanna go through creepy underground stairs. anyways i walked into a mini bloodbath :( the two daughters were pretty badly mangled and the old woman's like. head looked like someone burned a big hole into it but she was still fucking smiling :( anyways thats all i remember it was cool

seventh of november ; 2023

so i was like watching some dogs at my house & suddenly i heard lots of barking outside so i go to the backyard to check & there's some random lady who let herself in through the side gate so i was like "uh... hi??" and she was being all nice and stuff so eventually i was like "do i know you? why are you in here" and she was like "just came to say hi haha i'll leave!" and went out while i had to hold back all the dogs . so then i let one dog inside and started cleaning up the backyard & i had some trash bags that i brought inside & then was like "wait, these go outside whyd i bring them here haha" but as im collecting them again to go back outside i heard a sound upstairs? so I look to my side & the one dog i let inside is still downstairs so there's no dog upstairs, im a lil freaked out so i go upstairs (with the trash bags..) & go into my parents room, can clearly hear some rustling around.. so i called out "hello?" and the sound stopped . i went further into their bathroom & was like "are you the same lady from before?' and i hear "yes..." and i was like "please come out" so she does and tries to act all nice as im struggling to reach in my pocket for my phone to call the police & i got her full name it was like laureen tease or somethinf i just remember her last name being tease cause it was weird considering the circumstances but erm so i walk her to the front door and at this point i think i contacted the police bc they did show up after a few minutes but then everything in my dream got really jumbled fucking Spiderman came out of nowhere & the police arrested Spiderman and then the woman started rubbing hand cream on his hand

twentieth of december ; 2023

i lived in a beige apartment. i woke up and was out of the apartment in a flash. the surrounding were all tall buildings, kind of 3D shaded rectangles of various bright colors. shapes, not buildings. but i know they were buildings. i also know my apartment was high up.
it was bright out, blinding sun shimmering against the beginner’s Blender render. the coffee shop was small, about 2 or 3 people were ahead of me in line, and the line was nearly at the door. there were two round tables against the walls, though. each with two chairs. anyways.
a tall, blonde guy walked in. he was wearing a business suit, carrying a briefcase. he was cheerful, and started chatting with everyone, even greeted me, though i ignored him. i got my coffee, had a small chat with Someone? and then turned to leave. the blonde dude left a minute after me. i started walking back to my apartment, and he turned the other way. before i made it back to my apartment, i suddenly found myself waking up again. walking out of my apartment to go get a coffee. a few people in line ahead of me. blonde dude walks in, cheerfully greets everyone. he greets me, i stare at him, saying nothing. i get my coffee, and i leave. he leaves a moment after, and turns the other way.
the day repeats again, and now i am very aware of it. so, what do i do? go get a coffee, of course! i walked slower. i observed my surroundings the whole time. when i got there, two people were in line, one being the blonde dude. i had stalled, but the other events had continued. he greeted me when i walked in, and today, i said hi. i listened in on his conversations, unable to hear exactly what was being said and yet i was sure the dialogue was different that it had been the previous days. i got my coffee, and made my way out, stopping outside the door. blondie left a few seconds later. as soon as he turned the corner down the street, the day reset. i don’t know how i knew, but i was sure immediately that he was linked to this day resetting. so, this time, i stopped to have a conversation with him. we talked for almost fifteen minutes, getting to know each other. --he never told me his name. he told me he had to go. the day reset.
it went on a few more times. each day i asked different questions, learning more about him. i was trying so desperately to find a slip up, indicating that he was causing this. eventually, i decided that my best bet was to follow him.
after he got a coffee, he went to work. if i followed him, the day didn’t reset. work ended, and he went out back for a smoke break. he stood in a sketchy, half boarded up area behind a dumpster. there was a brick building to his back, rising high with rows of windows, half of them shattered. the dumpster functioned as a second wall, and between the two there was a basketball net. [i know because this was a recurring area in my dreams. i played basketball there once.] a few coworkers joined him in his smoke break, and he chatted. it was different from the coffee shop, though. in there, he had been cheery. here, he was monotone, nearly lifeless. i was too scared to approach him. i turned to leave. the day reset.
he was beginning to act strange, in the coffee shop. as if he was almost sure he knew me, yet couldn’t figure out from where. as if he was almost accessing his memories from these repeating days. i convinced him he didn’t know me, that day. when he left, i felt my stomach turn. i couldn’t follow him. the day reset.
he started to act a little more buddy-buddy with me, a few days after that. when he came into the coffee shop, he would come right to me. he still greeted everyone, yet i was the only one he stopped to chat with. i decided to follow him again. he went to work, and then to the dumpster. he smoked through three cigarettes before all of his coworkers departed, leaving him alone. seeing an opportunity, i stepped in to talk to him. i acted like it was a funny coincidence, meeting him there. i could have sworn i heard a ‘but, you never..’ or something along those lines, but brushed it off. he didn’t remember this day anyways, right? we talked for a while, and soon the sky was dark. i wondered if this was it, if it would stop repeating. he checked the time, and told me he had somewhere he needed to be. my head started to throb. the day reset.
for a few days after that, i let him leave after we chatted behind the dumpster. i learned some more about him, tried to relax. something really wasn’t feeling right. i knew i couldn’t let him go when he told me there was somewhere he needed to be. but how could i really stop him? he felt like my best friend, at this point. i knew everything about him, told him everything about me. but he couldn’t remember any of it, so what was the point?
i felt like giving up. i decided that i would forcibly keep him if needed, but i was not going to let him leave again. i needed to move on. i had a life to live. so, that night, behind the dumpster, he checked the time as always. ‘ah, shit. I’ve got somewhere to be right about now. i’ll uh, catch you later?’ with that dopey grin. i stared at him. i told him to stay. i told him that i needed him to stay. he was confused, of course. he said it was an important meeting, he couldn’t miss it. he took a step, and i grabbed his hand. pleaded with him. even so, he walked away.
i followed him, once again. he didn’t walk for long before standing in front of a mansion. the gate was wide open, and he walked right in. i followed not far behind, making sure nobody spotted me. a woman in a striking red dress met him in the main hall. they shook hands, they talked. a disagreement arose. it was all a blur. a gun was drawn, and his head hit the floor in seconds. the day repeated five times before i got out of bed again. i felt sick. that was why the day was repeating. that was why i couldn’t let him go.
when we finally met again at the coffee shop, his behavior was even stranger than before. he seemed so close to remembering everything. he even knew things about me that i had only told him during lost repeating days, that he wouldn’t have known if his memory was following the regular timeline. i met him behind the dumpster again. we chatted, he had to go. i grabbed his hand once again. my nails dug into his skin. he couldn’t go. this couldn’t happen again.
he seemed to trust me this time,though with reluctance. we walked back to the coffee shop. the world was crumbling to pieces behind us. he was remembering, too. he didn’t seem shocked though, or anything. we chatted as we normally did, ordering out usual coffees. sitting at a table, the walls around us collapsed. we laughed, talked, shared secrets, until all that was left was the table we sat at, and a few checkered tiles below. everywhere else was an endless black void.
after his laughter died down, he looked at me, a soft expression on his face. ‘you never told me your name.’ i laughed. ‘neither did you.’ ‘well, i’m--’
i woke up.
my usual brown suit hung in the closet. i put it on, and took a walk over to the coffee shop. two or three people stood in line. i counted change as i waited to order. a tall man walked in, wearing a business suit, holding a briefcase. he had blonde hair. it felt so familiar. i got my usual, and turned to leave. the blonde man left a moment later. we walked out opposite ways. i caught a taxi to work.
a blonde man sat alone on a busy train, holding an empty briefcase. his chest was aching. he couldn’t remember why. it felt like he was forgetting something important. something he never should have let slip from his mind. he watched as a taxi drove by the window, the vibrant yellow pulling him from his thoughts. well, nevermind it now. all ended well, didn’t it?
2024-07-04 : i still remember this dream crystal clear, to this day. when i first remembered it during class, i began to cry- i cried a lot, and my friends didn't understand why. they laughed when i told them it was a dream. later on, my friend vin told me something quite interesting; [a small detail about the dream that ive never really added, mostly out of confusion- when i watched him leave on the train, 'bad ending' was displayed over it. however, when i dream about video games, im usually very aware of it being a game? so this was really strange.. but also quite upsetting! because it implies i truly could have done something else? but i'll never get a chance, because it was a dream... ouugh]- that is the paragraph i sent to vin, and they responded with [what if the 'good ending' wouldve been that you remembered and learned the name of the man; he still met his fate but you knew who he was. the day stopped repeating, and you knew that he was gone for good this time. but you remembered him. you held on to the memory of your very best friend, the person you knew more than anyone else, for the rest of your life.]

sixteenth of january ; 2024

last night i had a dream where i was some dude who committed a crime so i wanted to flee the country but i was kinda a spoiled rich kid. and after trying to flee the country i got cold so i went back to my dad's giant ass million dollar ship and asked him for hot chocolate & he HATED my ass but i got my hot chocolate & everything & while he slept i moved him onto a balcony bc i wanted his room and when he woke up a giant wave went past & he got drenched. lol ! also i rmemeber complaining abt water parachutes and that the maids were working for us for so long they probably despawned

fifteenth of february ; 2024

OMG I JUST REMEMBERED WHAT I DREAMED ABOUT!! i tried to get 2 trigun books but then i lost them and then 2 ppl ive seen on the bus before but never talked to tried to get 2 new ones but the lava made them respawn without them & my money was gone so we were fighting with this homeless dude sitting in my garden to get them back and he was really angry abt it & didnt believe abt the lava & eventually i got 2 copies back but i was still upset abt losing my other like $20 so i went to this front desk place & 2 alien things wouldnt gimme back the money but then some cute ass tall alien-ish lookin dude came up & gave me back the money & also the room w the books was past this train track & i kept getting hit bc the door jammed a lot it was such a strange fever dream

seventeenth of march ; 2024

i dreamed that i cussed out [🌪️] for mischaracterizing yjh

twenty-sixth of april ; 2024

i had a dream where i cried and told a woman she was too pretty to get lung cancer because she was smoking a lot. also if i shot myself in the face i was teleported back to the real world where i kept dying & stuff. and also then it turned into a kubz scouts video where he was like “well this guy must’ve been to a funeral before because he immediately knew how to fill out the cause of death and everything” ? and also there was some guy who kept smelling me because he said when i was dead he could only track me down by scent .there was a line of graves all with me on them on different dates and also i just like decided to go to school after i got back to the real world for 1 day and then died again

twenty-first of june ; 2024

i was in a house... not a new house, not my current house. i took some of my friends to look in the basement, which was giant! there were a few sets of stairs, all leading to dingy creepy rooms. we walked up one, and it led to a bedroom. the bedroom... i recognized it. ive seen it somewhere. i looked in the closet, while talking about it. it was a really average bedroom, pretty small, & dark. after talking about it for a minute, we went down the stairs, back into the main basement. i say its giant, but im not 100% sure, since majority of it was too dark to actually see anything. i pointed to a second set of wooden stairs, ones which looked like they would immediately collapse under your steps. i said something about wanting to check out that room, but never being allowed to. i swear something was moving around in the darkness. there was a door to the outside, just up a few stairs. thinking back on it, the overall layout made no sense... but i suppose it doesnt matter much. we went out the side door, and directly outside was a train. i stood on the tracks just as a train whizzed closer and closer, and as it passed, my body turned to jelly as it maneuvered around the speeding object, yet without moving my feet. it sped away, and i went back to normal. just past the tracks, there was a donut shop, or something. people were suddenly crowding around to get in, and i retreated back into my home. however, the door was no longer a door, it was a man. not a living one... a mannequin, perhaps? not 100% sure. he looked alive, but he moved like plastic. he was not a proper door, of course, and there was a lot of space between him and the frame. a cop was coming by, and i was trying to get it closed; i was scared of her. i didnt know why. i got it "closed" just in time, and she went off.

twenty-fifth of june ; 2024

dreamed about letting some people pick from my assortment of shot glasses [i own none irl] and after saying "take your pick!" i swiped like fifteen off the table, saying "not these ones, though." i left three choices for the two people choosing

twenty-sixth of june ; 2024

last night, i had a strange dream. i can't remember the first bit of it, but i remember that i met a guy on hinge, or something? and there was a ring option on the app, that just gave you a plastic cheap ring to propose with. so, i was gonna propose to this guy [i had met him no more than one time...] but he proposed first, whipping out the most elegant expensive ring known to man. and i was like, "here, i got this ring off hinge" and then i guess we were engaged? i dont even know. anyways, fast forward a bit of time, i'm walking home and i see my house is on fire. i rush inside to help, and flames are everywhere. i could hear someone screaming, so i ran down to the basement to check. to find the source, i reached into... a cookie box? pulled out every cookie, yelling "where are you?" and such. my grandpa walked out of another room, and i dropped the cookies to help him

twenty-eighth of june ; 2024

lastly, i had an exciting dream. one i know i've had in the past, though its past version was much longer, but i cant remember it any longer. i was in a box with another man. we had weapons and fantasy-esque attire, it was a fight to the death, one on one. my sword was weird, very wobbly..? a ten second count down began, i could see the blood lust in his eyes. he lunged at me at the 1 second mark. he was vicious, i dont even remember what weapon he held, because he preferred to use his bare hands. i was smacking at him with my wobbly sword, it left stinging, long cuts wherever it hit .when i had gotten him quite tired out [he was "quite tired", meanwhile i had two degloved fingers and blood dripping from my eye from where he tried to gouge it out], he suddenly disappeared. i was confused, i smacked around thinking he was invisible or something. he had simply vanished. i assumed he went off to regenerate before it continued- completely unfair and against the rules, but a death was needed here, and no penalties were applicable. the cute little announcer girl came back onto the tv in the box, informed me that i had to find him to finish the duel, and the box fell apart to reveal the outside world once again. it ended there, but i know there was more to it, in the past. i know there was a reason he targetted my eye, an important reason. i know that he held a grudge against me, and that he needed me dead.

thirtieth of june ; 2024

dreamed about my family going to some festival and my grandpa decided he did want to drive so we had to walk 8 hours in the middle of winter so after about 3 minutes I called my mom crying and she was so annoyed but decided to come pick up the 4 of us but then some demon or something impersonated my grandma but didn't look anything like her idk and then it's legs twisted all horrible and it was laughing and kicked my mom out of the car and it was like a comic book page very strange and bright and she made like . a leg come out of her ear and cackled when we looked horrified

second of july ; 2024

i had a girlfriend named julia. i remember that. and we were like.. at a house? not mine, didn't look like mine. i was using red gamersupps as perfume [i have never had gamersupps in my life. i just recently saw the clip of someone asking schlatt why he sucked off the koolaid man after he was drinking gamersupps] and i was embarrassed about using it in such a way, so when my grandpa was trying to see what i was doing, i was super secretive about it. so, he assumed i was smoking, and yelled loudly "he's smoking!!!" and then me and julia were hiding in the bathroom, made about a thousand lit cigs spawn out of thin air and THREW them ALL at my grandpa. ?

third of july ; 2024

i was hearing that 'they' were dropping bombs. i don't know who 'they' is, but i remember being in a room surrounded by panicked people. one girl held her baby brother, on a call with family from elsewhere. they told her our city was being bombed, any second now. everyone in the room was panicking. we scattered, running about. we didn't know where to run, but we were desperate to get away. i felt the wave of air, it knocked me to the ground. i was in a graveyard. the heat of the bomb was melting my body. i was being melted, and torn apart. my body was being smudged like ink, onto the ground. i looked up, at a statue in front of me. unphased by the bomb, a statue of christ stood tall. i reached towards the plaque, reading "in christ we trust". i was scared, so scared. in my final moments, i looked towards a god, desperate for an afterlife, desperate for something to move onto. i didn't want it to end there. the remainder of my body was lost to heat and impact. everyone was. i saw it from an outside perspective for a split second before awaking. it was absolutely horrifying.

fifth of july ; 2024

i also had a dream where i was stuck in a roblox game full of npcs with the avatars of my friends so i was desperate to find ones that were actually them but i couldnt. and then at some point romero and freyr joined the game and we were having this like. really poetical discussion about the afterlife. so i climbed a giant ass tree and killed myself in front of them like "i guess we'll find out!!!!!"

twenty-first of july ; 2024

heard some boys talking "meet me outside" "can't we just wait till basketball?" "basketball? no. you never learn. " etc i expected punches to be thrown but no. 4 boys got on the ground head to head and transformed into puzzle pieces. slammed heads, puzzle pieces broke. transformed back & two guys were knocked out i went over to some of my friends who were playing a game where one person steps on someone foot, the one stepped on takes a shovel& hits who they think did it. girl who was not in that round took shovel& slammed guy's shins ! "i win!" we walked back to get to the room where you load all the equipment away and it was just about to close. it was hidden behind a mirror in the bathroom? i put away a basketball and the shovel, and sat on some net with [🤖] and [🦴]

twenty-second of july ; 2024

last night in my dream i almost got hit by a bus. it was one of the buses attached to a line at the top not the bottom . u know. but instead of like normal it was like REALLY high off the ground like a few feet and i dont think thats normal at least. 'isnt that a train' it was a bus . in my dream it was a bus because i almost got hit by a train BEFORE amost getting hit by the bus

thirtieth of july ; 2024

my dream last night was so strange. i remember being in some kind of underground kingdom, where we had to vote on the leadership we wanted and all. however, people could just murder you if you didnt share the same ideals as them. also, the economy was really fucked. originally, it ran on coins, which was growing so high by the day as the underground ran out of resources. they started using gems to barter with, but everyone had so little of them, it was really hard. [side note, im pretty sure the ruler of this place was literally marie from p5t?] i had found a strange gate a while back, and i figured if i broke through that, there would be more than this closed off place. [also, i was not aware it was underground.] me & erina from p5t were working towards our own type of leadership [also this was weird that there was a voting system at all since marie ruled. like this was not p5t lore accurate it just used the characters' faces i suppose.] i was trying to buy materials to help me plan my escape, but i knew my leadership had to win before i could abandon all the people, since they would not follow if i left on my own. but as the voting was finally happening, my leadership was in a tie with marie. so, i was effectively assassinated to push everyone to vote for her! it restarted. this time, we won. i was right at the gate, with materials to break through. someone disagreed, i was effectively put down on the spot. it restarted! over and over and over. there was no real way to escape, because if everyone did not work together, it was impossible. a few times, we got the gate open. past it, there was so many obstacles to traverse, and a steep climb to work through. it was impossible alone, as i had suspected. so, on top of it being rare to win the vote, i still had to convince people that we could actually pass through the gate and leave. if i didn't die here, i'd die trying to pass the obstacles alone. at some point, everything was perfect, we could get out. everyone was ready to work together. we broke through the gate with a giant rock, we used the rock and the shoulders of each other to pass the climb. some people gave up, some could not go on. we pressed forward. finally, there was light. fresh air hit my nose, so used to the musky atmosphere of the underground. a giant, mechanical-esque worm with the legs of a horse flew up in front of us. it applauded our effort, seemed thrilled we were finally able to do it. it ended, but it was not over. i watched more generations of the underground go through the exact same thing, over and over and over! new people each time. it was no more than an experiment, testing teamwork and the human mind. it was horrid. some groups were rebellious, and managed to escape with no more than a few people and a handful of gems. it made me angry that i put forth so much effort. some people never even found the gate, and lived their lives happily in ignorance. it was infuriating. each time, that worm horse thing had a new scenery to greet the escapees with. a slightly differing appearance. nobody ever truly escaped! we never really saw the sun, or breathed fresh air! it was all for naught

fourth of august ; 2024

dream where me n my mom went to drive to my dad's to get $10 but my dad wasnt home so i went to leave and there were these super cute round birds sleeping in the grass and i tried to take pictures and then i went back to my mom and one of the birds flew into the car and slept on the main console and my mom brushed it away and then i hopped in the car and looked out the window and then suddenly there were multiple deer, bears, glowing house cats, birds, etc etc. and then the bears started running after the car and my mom reversed to fast but the bears were faster but then they got distracted like 2 seconds before reaching the car

fifteenth of august ; 2024

Dream where i was veronica & i was going to this party, like a biiig party so i bring jd as my plus one or whatever and also im not sure why but i was wearing Kurt's jacket and jd came up to me and was like 'what's this?' with a condescending smirk and i shrugged and just walked into the party and at some point everyone was kinda split up cause jd was saying something and umm there was a swamp and half the people went inside and jd unlocked the door 110% so it was TOO unlocked making it relock a slight bit so it couldn't be opened. and umm then some guy who i guess was my brother? like wasn't Veronica's brother it was my irl brother but not in the dream. and he was on a scooter and jd "aaaccidentally" tripped him and he flew off the stairs and hit his head on a glass wall and died on impact ! everyone FREAKED out and suddenly everything was havoc. the other half of the party who was locked outside had gotten in the door on the other side of the house, they were not yet aware of the madness going on, so they came right over, walked right into their own demise. JD pulled out a gun, he started shooting. nobody could escape, cause the nearest exit was locked, and not enough people were present to get lost in a crowd! eeveryone was dropping dead. I made a run for it, and eventually i was upstairs with quite a few people. i explained that this was probably my fault, and if i was dead, maybe he would stop. not guaranteed, but it was worth a shot. my logic was he was there to kill everyone and prove a point to me, so if he had accidentally killed me in all the madness, he would stop. he asked a girl where i was as he was about to kill her, and she told him i was dead. he was shocked, and didnt kill her, instead running to ask more people where i [veronica] was . when everyone either said they didnt know or taht i was dead, sure enough, he had stopped, his only intention being to find me. i was the only one who knew how he had locked the exit, so i got it open and helped people escape. everyone piled into cars and fled, and when everyone was gone [injured had been taken as well, and dead bodies] i went in to see jd . he saw me, and laughed. 'i knew i didn't shoot you. i've got a pretty good eye, you know' and such and we talked and fought and he kissed me and i said 'people will report you' and he said 'there wasn't supposed to be anyone left to do that' and the dream basically ended there

thirtieth of august ; 2024

had a dream where i was at my house, but my dad was living here? & if you went into our basement, there was another set of stairs further into the basement. i went down, and right off the stairs was a giant crack in the ground, seemingly leading to nothing? and to the other side of the stairs i came down was another set of stairs, also going back up to the first basement, but was way sketchier & cut off somehow, so you saw it and could get up from the bottom, but once on the main basement you couldn’t access it again. my brother & a friend of his were messing around in the second basement & i wanted to explore as well. i think i had somebody with me but i don’t remember for sure. there was another staircase going down somewhere down there, and from there it was basement upon basement, each more and more run down, the ceilings and walls and floors were all pure concrete and yet plants were growing, people/animals lived on some floors, and somehow natural light made its way in.
at some point i reached a floor where a guy and his two kids were living, & i was worried that they would decide to come up at some point and enter my house. i quickly went back up, and had to crawl through a washing machine to get back to the basement before that. i tried turning on the machine to lock the people down there, but i messed up, and water began to pour out, all into the basement below where the guy & his kids were living. my dad quickly got down there somehow, and fixed it for me, locking it up.
side note i am sure there was a ghost down there at some point, but not a ghost ghost, just a stereotypical white sheet black eyes/mouth ghost

nineteenth of september ; 2024

in my dream i had a wife & a kid and a very pretty man sliced my face and we were having a stand off and i tried to shoot him three times and ALL THREE SHOTS WERE BLANKS. he laughed at me and was going to shoot me but the bomb was about to go off so we both dipped and then i ran to a playground out of everything?? sat on the swing & two minutes later pretty boy sits on the swing beside me n takes a swig of wine & hands me the bottle. i chugged like half an then got on my knees accepting defeat . he put his gun to my head and then after holding it there for a minute he just laughed and pulled me up . was like "you're funny. i like you." and walked away

twenty-fifth of may ; 2025

We were at some kind of amusement park/sci-fi esque ride and it was zooming super fast through this tunnel. and then BOOM. an arm swooped down and took [🦴]’s head Clean off. and i was like Ohh shit. and the ride just kept kept going and out of nowhere [🦴] just kind of went back to normal and so when we got Off the ride i was like “Oomf was just beheaded what’s up with that.” and the MONSTER who had now REPLACED [🦴] went Ya lol ^_^ and i went ohh fuck .and i kept trying to run away but [🦴]’s Head would pop off and an ugly purple arm would zoom after me and Drag me back to hang out. also everywhere off the ride was like a circus tent carnival place but the ride we were on was all sci-fi.
at some point me and Monster[🦴] were at a little lost and found box and it turned out literally like 90% of the shit was My Studf. and so at some point a guard was like? you can't just take the entire lost and found box and iwas like Please trust me it's all Mine idk why it's here. and Monster[🦴] was like It's true!! and i was like And also a monster ate my fucking friend or something.This isn't my friend iswear to god and the monster [🦴] was like Hes right!!! i got that guy . Lallalalalaa and the guard was like ? OK kids .... scram or i'll kick u out… . . i only remember whatthe monster itself looked like because afterwards i saw like a little warning icon thing. it was soooo small and iwas like Fuck this thing literally kills peoplethere should be a bigger warning

twenty-ninth of may ; 2025

my dream this morning was about a cat i bought named butterball or something and she jumped out of my arms and that's when i shot up in bed waking up trying to grab her. i bought a pack of mini eggs for $7.50 and one transformed into butterball

twenty-eigth of august ; 2025

in this dream i was in a superstore but confined within walls. and the objective was to escape the walls. and somehow me and another person got out and the outside was all completely normal and we were asking about the corporation that manages the walls whatever. and someone was like yeah,.. they took a bunch of random people and brainwashed them and put them there to hope they would find a way out that the four Big Bads could follow along to get out. and we turned to each other like Oh Shit. and it was already too late to just sneak back inside because one of them was already out. he functioned like plastic man but he had big opaque glasses and giant Mad Scientist esque hair

twelfth of september ; 2025

dreamed that there was a fly in my room so i chased it down with the fly swatter. killed it on my bed, but when i hit down on my bed about 5 other flies stirred from the blanket. there was a strange little Lump in the bed. and then as i killed more flies, more kept swarming around me. i was sure it was a carcass under my blanket. i didn't want to know what it was from, so i never looked

twentieth of september ; 2025

dream where i was sitting with [🦴] on the grass beside a little tree. and there were little critters sitting around us and i put out a hand like "aww a bunny!!" and a little Bird crawled into my hand.and then i turned to the other side and went "aww a Bunny" and it was like a little Ant eater or something.[🦴] was like "Thats not a bunny....." and then there was a little robin and a worm beneath it and i picked up the worm and gave it to the birdie and [🦴] went "I dont think he likes that...." and i was like Shut the fuck up

fifth of october ; 2025

in the dream i had a cat. and the cat was?idk. colorful cat. with black &orange & white spots and everything. and Crowley Supernatural snapped and made my cat Entirely beige. i remember also trying to get a pet penguin? but i didnt have enough room in my house to keep it. one of the requirements was an entirely dark like Cupboard or such with a Very comfy bed inside and then a ,certain amount of space Around that for whatever. and i was like Well what if for whatever reason my basement Overheats. so i can't keep it there... but i was like Well my basement is always cold what am i talking about. also the basement in the dream was my Old house. and also i had to buy a vacuum From crowley at one point.. and also at some point i was Sent back in time. and i was upset because i had to RE-vacuum the spot i had needed the vacuum for... but my cat had color again. pros & cons. So i'm thinking maybe crowley took my cat's color and gave a vacuum in return

seventh of october ; 2025

crowley was in my dream again. i was in a shopping mall in hell totally abusing his credit card to buy stuff for this ? girl... and at some point bought $10,000 shoes that were like a , beanie boo white poodle but Shoes. oh also i was, sam winchester. and at some point crowley called dean and went"sam is causing HAVOC downstairs.." and dean was like Huh!wow [dgaf]

eleventh of october ; 2025

dream was ? no I'm not a human . basically. but sometimes the door would open to be the interior of the British men of letters' bunker or something. and the, one guy Not ketch the Other one. was trying to convince me to work with him to take down the visitors. but i went No no no. .... . and umm can't remember much but at the end i was getting pretty much Invaded by visitors and some guy burst in with a Fucked Up cas and he said he had Modified him and then cas was able to go up and zap the visitor Out of the people. which he had to do to the men of letters guy too cause somehow he got infected when he also Burst into my house

fifteenth of october ; 2025

i had a dream where me, [🦴] and bobby supernatural had to abandon a steam liner ship in the middle of the ocean & hop on a little rowboat. Middle of the ocean waves were like 18 feet. but i somehow had signal and checked Google Maps and said Yep. we have to row Against the current and forward. but after the waves almost knocked us right out we decided to just row along the waves and see what happened. eventually we found a ?playground... and i don't remember what happened from there but i remember there was a Criminal of,sorts...

nineteenth of october ; 2025

i had a dream where i was in prison.. Crowley put me in prison i'm pretty sure. but then Atbash [ninah] was like a guard or something and kept chatting me up [and i think i understood him for whatever reason] and i remember like.. at some point The Hulk was going through the halls and i was safe in my little Cell of course. but then like Crowley didn't want me to get Killed since i was,kind of a High value prisoner so the door was getting replaced i think... right as these Giant Birds started coming to attack. got the Guards but then also got in my room... and i remember Picking up and moving one of the walls and outside was just a Void and one bird fell in and i blocked out the other with the,wall

seventh of december ; 2025

there were Trains and stuff and me& [🦴] were on a train together and then there was like 5 metal staircases. and by the time i got to the top [🦴] was Gone. and i texted it like Hello!!what happened!! and [🦴] went oh sorry i never got through the gate [?] and then i got caught up talking with some people yadda yadda. and it was like a School field trip type thing i think since [🦴]'s TA was there also. and anyways so i went back down to the train to look for it and i ended up getting taken down 1 stop. so i had to Walk back just in some strange Field with train tracks on both sides of me trying not to get Hit.. and [🦴] sends me a message and i go Oh phew is it finally at the,meeting spot No. it sent me a drawing you did of Red Robin and then disappeared again. i was running across train tracks at this point and trying to Find [🦴] and it's just fucking around....

thirty-first of december ; 2025

i was ? the nightguard. fnaf. and everything was normal except for Foxy.. who was YAPPING HIS ASS OFF!! just saying So fucking much. which was almost scarier

sixth of february ; 2026

i remember dreaming about going out the back gate of my yard and looking up at the sky. the moon was ?full? or nearly was. and there were so so many shooting stars, as well as fireworks. just a brigade of beauty up in the sky

seventeenth of february ; 2026

had a dream that was maybe the Hunter Killer mission from mw3 ? but at one point Hal Jordan was there and she had a pistol. and she was shooting at an evil superman robot. missed at least 50 times and was getting really upset before crouching down and locking in and,shooting it between the eyes

fifth of april ; 2026

dreamt about a Coyle outlast trials map? in this area that was run by a Kimball [rvb] type figure. i remember running around with [🦴] and absolutely WAILING on coyle. to the point that he pulled out a Gun. and then also fast forward he had a motorcycle too, and me & him were circling these little platforms descending a square room that was just over a void. he kept yelling bullshit at me while Knocking all these other police guys off the platforms. fast forward again. things were totally different and i wasn't there, but i Spectated kimball Let coyle into the little safezone. she gave this speech about how he didn't have to fight them, and they could all work together and stay alive... and so yep he went in and just went straight to Bed i think. and i recall the Door man was saying something about, yes he let coyle in, and it was funny because Kimball legally sorted the papers for his entry but then coyle also bribed the door man to stay quiet about it

ninth of april ; 2026

i dreamed that my dad's girlfriend was going to die because she unknowingly was a godlike figure and my dad accidentally Killed her [through like a painting ritual] to make me good at football. we were in a small apartment throwing footballs around and finally he was like "alright time to go.." and i was bawling like "i could've lived with being bad at football you didn't have to Die for it"

twenty-fifth of april ; 2026

in some kind of facility, maybe freelancer op? i remember having to sneak out past like a ton of guys searching around, night vision goggles through a dark room etc.. . kind of outlasty but it wasnt outlast. fun
[⚽] somehow cloned himself so there was 2 of him, one who could stay at his desk and play games and the other would go do chores and stuff .. . also there was an old woman who was staying inthe guest bedroom but the guest bedroom was a mini Rollercoaster of the bed n stuff, and we just kind of set her off looping on that before i told my mom + grandpa that [⚽] had cloned himself and my mom assumed he maybe just had an Identity disorder and psychosis ?? and i was like no he was sitting upstairs + i saw him in the basement before he told me the whole operation. yadda
3rd. birding in China. first i saw a bird screeching in a tree and it was like a Qhistling something... i remember i was freaking out cause i couldn't get a good picture & then it flew past Shieking... guy standing there told me it was the whistling something. I remember there was a Q in the name too in a really weird spot. next i remember there was like the beginning of a documentary with a woman who looked like stratt talking about how there was an operation to find the Tuna Hunter, the biggest bird ever recorded [like 14 feet wings, 1 claw can grab a human head And carry it] just a fucking Beast. grif and simmons [rvb] were trying to track it down and get a picture.. .and they did but then they had to run becayse the bird was After them for the Kill. and they went through like a water grate thing WAIT also before that they went out of the water grate at some point and had to duck because an entire flock of snowy owls was migrating through the area ?? grif took a really fun picture. and then they went after the big bird yadda yadda... then theGovernment was After them with weapons because they didnt want knowledge of this tuna hunter to be public . etc

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